Look at me, you may think you see who I really am...
But you'll never know me. Every day, its as if I play a part. Now I see, if I wear a mask I can fool the world, but I cannot fool my heart.
Not that it matters...for I cannot be me.
Mask:
I am a high school sophmore at MSHS. I am an officer for Orchesis, a color guard member and co-captain and a devout crew member.I am choreographing dances for Orchesis and colorgaurd and looking forward to my Dance Troope's new Christmas Show. My favorite color is yellow and I love smiley faces. I spend much of my 'free' time dancing, reading, or on-line. I love to speak French and go out with my friends. I love to listen and read. Music is what often fills my head, when I'm not studying. Sometimes I enjoy sitting quietly on my own, other times I love a great party. I have tons of wonderful, supportive friends, and a great boyfriend, one younger brother, Andrew, and unfortunately, only a pet shrinp left. I am an actress. I perform all the time...
Me:
I am who I am, nothing more or less. Some like this, some can't stand it, some simply walk away forever. At once I am a spirited teen, at others a pessimistic goth. Beneeth the happiest of faces I carry a tear, a worry, a fear, a lost dream. I waste my nights away in tears and wishes, I fill my days blocking out firey anger. I am more than I seem, never underestimate me. Within me I carry more than imaginable, that which I scorn is a part of me; everyone and everything is a smalll part of who I am. Swirlling like oil, my dark interior mixes with what i trully love, be it a person, a book, or dance. Fighting through the dark swill, battling more sorrowful impulses, I have a couragous knight trying desperately to free me. I leave my heart in good hands; Tim, take care. I don't know who I am yet, but I am learning and burning bridges as I go.
You go, girl! Like a Phoenix, the beautiful, soaring bird that represents vision and a thirst for life, your quest for adventure never dies. Whether parading around in a flashy, red dress at your next party, volunteering to tutor kids in reading, or signing up for a photography class, you possess a natural creativity and curiosity that guarantees a life filled with all sorts of exciting twists and turns. People around you marvel at your energy how is it that you're able to whiz through a jam-packed day, rush to your kickboxing class, and then still feel lively enough to hang with friends and family? Just chalk it up to your undying love of life. You've never met a challenge you didn't like even when it comes to romance. No one can resist your diva-like charms, not even that scorching crush who leaves everyone else weak in the knees. Chances are that with your confidence and radiance, you have plenty of invitations to movie dates and nights out with the girls. So go to it, Phoenix. The world needs more people like you!
I am a lover of nature. I am at peace. I posess the power of the elements. Be it fire, water, wind, earth, or spirit, I recognize the energy that is around and within us all. I am pensive, and not quick to judge. When invoked however, my justice comes quickly and with gale force winds.
Visionary, revolutionary, vigilante - these descriptions all fit you well. You are thoroughly disgusted with society and humanity as a whole, and you have several rather diabolical plans to reshape it to fit your designs. You're probably a loner, and most people think you're crazy. That's just because they don't understand, though, and you'll show them someday anyway. Heh heh heh. You are known to become very passionate about many causes, have torrid love affairs, and be seen as a either a demagogue or a hero to the proletariat masses.
i have issues. but i also recognise this fact and do what i can to resolve those issues. i may have spent a long time letting those issues control me, but now i'm ready to take the upper hand and wonder about the world around me. i'm getting to be well-balanced, but i'm not quite there yet. how mad are you? this quiz was made by piksy
You're the lego Native! Ug-a-wug! You're the lego native! You're wild and adventurous, and just a little bit insane. You know how to have a good time, and uh, you really like meat.
You are Kermit! Though you're technically the star, you're pretty mellow and don't mind letting others share the spotlight. You are also something of a dreamer.
Artistic Type You love caring for others and it is the reason why you are a big sister/brother in people's eyes. People will find it interesting and comfortable talking to you, and this enables you to gain trust from them. This usually gives good impression to those of the opposite sex who are sentimental and younger than you.
According to my mother, I don't fit in the system. I need to stop rebelling against it-the system's not wrong, I am. I am sick of the world and the way its run. According to my mother, the system works for everyone else in the world. I am the only one who can't handle it. I have just been bashed over the head with reality. I can no longer live in my fantasy world. Here, dreams don't come true and wishing om stars don't help. But this site is my life, According to me. So in here, college doesn't exist. I can control my life and my thoughts. I am allowed to be who I really am here, not some phony happy, college bound student. Fuck goals.
"Being a pyro is all fine and good until you start burning bridges."
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